In 1943, the most beautiful woman in Hollywood was glowing. Pregnant with her first child, Gene Tierney spent her evenings at the Hollywood Canteen, l…

In 1943, the most beautiful woman in Hollywood was glowing. Pregnant with her first child, Gene Tierney spent her evenings at the Hollywood Canteen, l...

Gene Eliza Tierney entered the world on November 19th, 1920, in Brooklyn, New York, but her childhood bore no resemblance to the struggling tenements of that borough. She was born into East Coast aristocracy, the middle child of Howard Sherwood Tierney, a successful insurance broker with a domineering will, and Belle, a former physical education teacher. Raised in a golden cage of privilege, Jean attended the finest finishing schools, including Miss Porter’s School in Connecticut and an elite institute in Lausanne, Switzerland, where she learned fluent French and the art of polite deportment. Her life seemed scripted from birth: a debutante ball, a suitable marriage, a quiet comfortable existence.

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But Jean found that script suffocating, later writing that she was bored to tears by the endless round of luncheons and shallow conversation. In 1938, during a family vacation on the West Coast, a casual visit to the Warner Brothers lot changed everything. Director Anatole Litvak spotted the seventeen-year-old and offered her a screen test on the spot. Jean was thrilled; her parents were horrified.

In the conservative upper-crust circles of the 1930s, acting was considered barely a step above prostitution. Her father initially forbade it, declaring that no daughter of his would work in Hollywood. But then Howard Tierney looked at his stunning daughter and saw something else: an asset. The family’s finances, while outwardly robust, had been scarred by the Great Depression.

He proposed a deal: Jean could act, but only on Broadway, the more respectable theater, and he would manage her contracts and money. Young and desperate to please the father she adored, she agreed. Jean’s face proved to be her destiny. In her first Broadway play, she had a role with practically no lines, walking across the stage carrying a bucket of water.

A Variety critic wrote that she was certainly the most beautiful water carrier he had ever seen. By 1940, she was a sensation in The Male Animal and the it-girl of the New York stage. Hollywood came calling, and this time Howard opened the gate. Jean signed with 20th Century Fox.

Hollywood was a brutal factory. When Jean watched the rushes of her first film, she was mortified by her voice, which she felt was too high and squeaky. Someone at the studio gave her terrible advice: if you want to lower your voice, smoke. She began smoking pack after pack, intentionally scarring her vocal cords to achieve the husky, sultry register that would become her signature.

It worked, but she planted the seeds of the emphysema that would eventually kill her. The studio also demanded she lose weight, and for the next twenty-five years she starved herself on a diet of black coffee, hard-boiled eggs, and cigarettes. She refused, however, to let them cap her teeth, keeping her gentle overbite as one small act of defiance. By 1941 Jean was a bona fide movie star, but she had allowed her father to manage her finances completely.

When she fell in love with Oleg Cassini, a handsome but penniless fashion designer, and announced her intention to elope, her father snapped. He threatened to cut her off. Jean, defiant, went to check her bank account and found it empty. Howard had siphoned every dollar she earned to prop up his failing insurance business and fund his lavish lifestyle.

She sued her own father, a scandal that rocked the papers. She won legal control of her future earnings, but she lost her father forever. She married Cassini in Las Vegas, fleeing the wreckage of her family, believing the worst was over. She was wrong.

During World War II, Jean threw herself into the war effort, traveling thousands of miles for war bond drives and volunteering at the Hollywood Canteen, a club where servicemen could enjoy free food and entertainment provided by movie stars. In 1943, pregnant with her first child, she was a regular fixture there, letting young soldiers kiss her on the cheek for luck before they shipped out. She did not know that one of those kisses carried a weapon more precise and cruel than any bullet. That spring, a quiet panic spread through American health departments about rubella, commonly known as German measles.

For a healthy adult, it was a trivial nuisance. But for a fetus in the first trimester, it was devastating, attacking the developing eyes, ears, heart, and brain. One evening, Jean noticed red spots on her face and was diagnosed with German measles. The doctors of the 1940s told her it was nothing to worry about; the catastrophic link between rubella and congenital defects was not yet widely known.

She recovered quickly and went back to work. On October 15th, 1943, Jean went into labor prematurely. Her daughter Daria was born weighing only two and a half pounds, requiring immediate incubation and eleven blood transfusions. She survived, but as the months passed, Jean noticed that Daria did not turn her head or startle at sounds.

The diagnosis came down like a hammer: Daria was deaf, partially blind, and severely mentally disabled. The virus had ravaged her developing nervous system. She would never hear her mother’s voice or live an independent life. Jean fell into a black depression, crushed by guilt, blaming her own body for failing to protect her child.

Two years passed. In 1945, at a garden party in Pacific Palisades, a young former Marine approached Jean, beaming with excitement. She gushed that she had met Jean at the Hollywood Canteen about two years earlier. She told Jean that she had been sick with the German measles and under quarantine at camp, but when she heard Jean would be at the canteen, she broke quarantine and snuck out.

She had waited in line, shaken Jean’s hand, and kissed her on the cheek. Jean stood frozen, staring at the smiling face of the stranger who had destroyed her daughter’s life with an act of love. She did not scream or strike the woman. She simply turned and walked away.

The incident was so harrowing that Agatha Christie later used it as the central plot device for her novel The Mirror Crack’d from Side to Side. But for Jean, it was the moment her soul finally cracked. The cruelty of the randomness was unbearable. If she had not been a star, if she had not been at the canteen, if that woman had not been a fan, her daughter would have been whole.

The ifs haunted her for the rest of her life. Jean’s art became a vessel for her pain. In 1944, she starred in Laura, considered one of the greatest film noirs ever made, playing a woman believed to be murdered who exists mostly as a portrait and a memory. Critics praised her dreamlike quality, not realizing they were watching a woman disassociating from her own reality.

Her true transformation came in 1945 with Leave Her to Heaven, in which she played Ellen Berent, a possessive socialite who watches her husband’s disabled younger brother drown in a lake without lifting a finger. Jean later admitted she poured all her hidden fury and mental instability into the role. The performance earned her her only Academy Award nomination. While her career soared, her personal life disintegrated.

The tragedy of Daria created a chasm between Jean and Oleg Cassini. During a period of separation in 1946, she met a young, charismatic naval officer turned politician named John Fitzgerald Kennedy. The attraction was instantaneous. They were mirror images of each other, both products of East Coast privilege, both carrying secret physical pains.

Jean believed she had found her white knight. She visited the Kennedy compound and imagined a life as a political wife. But Joe Kennedy had a blueprint for his son’s future that ended at the White House, and a president could not be married to a divorced Hollywood actress with a disabled child and a history of family scandal. Jack Kennedy sat Jean down over lunch and told her he could never marry her.

His political ambitions and his father’s expectations came first. Jean took the news with the stoic grace she had learned at finishing school. She later wrote simply: he had the most perfect face she had ever seen. Jean reconciled with Cassini and had a second daughter, Christina, in 1948, but the marriage could not be repaired, and they divorced in 1952.

She then began a whirlwind romance with Prince Ali Khan, son of the Aga Khan and one of the richest men in the world. For a while, the speed of his lifestyle kept her demons at bay. They decided to marry, but Ali Khan’s father issued an ultimatum: if his son married another Hollywood actress, he would be disinherited. Ali hesitated, and Jean saw the same look she had seen in her father and in JFK.

She broke the engagement herself and flew back to the United States alone. She was in her early thirties, and in her own mind she had failed at being a daughter, a wife, and a mother. By 1955, the accumulated weight of these tragedies began to fracture Jean’s mind. She forgot appointments, then forgot who she was.

On the set of The Left Hand of God with Humphrey Bogart, she could not remember her lines. Bogart, whose sister suffered from severe mental illness, recognized the look in her eyes. While others grew frustrated, he was incredibly gentle, telling the director she was sick, not difficult. In 1957, Jean climbed out onto the ledge of her mother’s fourteenth-floor apartment in New York City, intending to jump.

She stood there for twenty minutes while police cordoned off the street below. She later admitted she did not jump because she thought about her famous face smashed against the sidewalk and did not want to look like a mess. Her vanity saved her life. She was taken to a psychiatric ward.

In the 1950s, mental health treatment was brutal. Jean was diagnosed with manic depression, and the doctors ordered electroconvulsive therapy, shock treatment. Without anesthesia or muscle relaxants, she was strapped to a table and subjected to thirty-two shock treatments, an excessive and reckless amount. The electricity scrambled her brain.

When she woke, she did not know who she was. Years of her life were wiped clean. She could not remember her films. She later became a vocal opponent of the therapy, writing that she had to read books to learn about her own life, like reading about a stranger.

In 1958, she was transferred to the Menninger Clinic in Topeka, Kansas, a facility that believed in reintegration rather than frying the brain. She was given a garden to tend and chores to do. As part of her therapy, she took a job as a sales clerk at a local dress shop, earning minimum wage, folding sweaters and helping customers. For months, the housewives of Topeka did not expect to see a movie star in their local shop.

One afternoon, a customer stared at her and gasped that she looked exactly like Gene Tierney. Jean smiled a small, private smile and said she got that a lot. In that moment of anonymity, she reclaimed her right to be just a person. By the early 1960s, Jean was deemed well enough to leave Menninger.

She returned to Hollywood on her own terms, speaking openly about her mental illness and her shock treatments decades before it was acceptable. She no longer sought lead roles but took quiet work, including a role in the TV series Peyton Place. In 1960, she met W. Howard Lee, a Texas oil baron and the ex-husband of Hedy Lamarr.

He knew about the asylum, the suicide attempt, the shock treatments, and Daria. He did not care. He did not want her money or her fame; he wanted a wife. They married that year, and Jean moved to Houston, leaving Hollywood behind forever.

For the next twenty years, she lived the quiet, ordinary life she had dreamed of as a teenager: a wife, a stepmother, a charity worker. In 1979, she wrote her autobiography, Self-Portrait, laying bare the cruelty of her father, the tragedy of the fan with measles, and the horror of the shock treatments. The cigarettes she had smoked to lower her voice eventually caught up with her. She developed severe emphysema, and her lungs began to fail.

Gene Tierney died on November 6th, 1991, in Houston, just shy of her seventy-first birthday, surrounded by the family she had fought to build. Her daughter Daria, the innocent victim of the innocent kiss, outlived her, remaining in care her entire life until her death in 2010. Jean had set up a trust to ensure Daria would always be cared for, her final act of motherly protection. She was a woman financially betrayed by her father, whose child was destroyed by a thoughtless act of adoration, who was rejected by a future president, and whose mind was shattered by barbaric medical treatment.

She faced them all, carried the scars, and found love and peace on the other side. She stopped being a portrait to be admired and became a woman to be respected.