Growing Up in the 1950s… It will make you cry

Growing Up in the 1950s... It will make you cry

The 1950s began with a country exhaling. The war was over, the Depression was a scar rather than a wound, and for the first time in twenty years Americans could spend.

What they spent on was a new kind of life. In 1950, a gallon of gas cost 27 cents. A new house in the suburbs cost $7,300. The average family earned about $3,300 a year, and one paycheck could cover the mortgage, the groceries, the kids' shoes, and still leave something for the Saturday matinee.

Drive past a Levittown in 1950 and you saw a miracle that also looked like a factory. Rows of identical Cape Cod houses sat on what had been a Long Island potato field months earlier. William Levitt built 17,000 homes by applying Henry Ford's assembly line to housing, with one crew laying floors while another painted walls and another planted identical trees in identical yards.

For the first time, factory workers, returning GIs, postal clerks, and school teachers were becoming homeowners. People whose parents had rented their whole lives signed mortgages and sat down on their own floors and cried.

The consumer age arrived hungry. Diners Club introduced its first charge card, a small piece of cardboard that let people eat at a restaurant and pay later. It was the quiet beginning of a credit revolution that rewired how Americans thought about money.

Automatic washing machines and dryers replaced the washboard and the February clothesline. Electric can openers, stand mixers, and chrome toasters that popped bread up with a spring filled the new kitchens. Wall-to-wall carpeting came in seafoam, coral, and harvest gold, colors that had never existed inside working-class houses before.

Then the world refused to let the country rest. In June 1950, North Korea crossed the 38th parallel. Five years after the surrender of Japan, America was at war again.

Families watched sons, husbands, and brothers pack duffel bags for a country most of them could not find on a map. The news sentences were short and grim: retreat, Pusan Perimeter, Chosin Reservoir. It was a brutal, freezing conflict fought on rugged mountains half a world away, and it threw a cold shadow across the warm glow of new suburban living rooms.

Senator Joe McCarthy of Wisconsin was already waving his lists, claiming to know the names of communists inside the government, the universities, and the movie studios. In 1950 the paranoia was still a low hum beneath the noise of prosperity, but it was growing.

The good days still outnumbered the bad. Families pasted S&H Green Stamps into booklets, saved toward a toaster or a set of mixing bowls, and fought over the Sunday comics. On Friday nights they watched a double feature from the front seat of the Buick at the drive-in, a tinny speaker hooked over the window and a cardboard tray of hot dogs on the dashboard.

In 1951, television took over American life. Families carried heavy wooden sets with tiny rounded screens home from the appliance store like holy relics, then spent an hour fighting with the rabbit ears until the snow cleared.

Then came Lucille Ball. "I Love Lucy" premiered in October 1951, and Monday night at 9:00 became sacred. Forty million people watched the same show at the same time and laughed at the same jokes, the first time the whole country had shared a single simultaneous experience of pure joy.

The laughter was needed. The Korean War ground on, and Chinese forces had poured across the Yalu River. Casualty lists grew longer every week. Families sent packages of cookies wrapped in wax paper, decks of cards, paperback westerns, wool socks, and toothpaste, writing APO addresses in careful handwriting.

The Red Scare dug in deeper. Julius and Ethel Rosenberg were charged with passing atomic secrets to the Soviets, and the trial dominated the news. Loyalty oaths and questionnaires appeared at defense plants and school districts, asking whether you had ever been a member of the Communist Party, ever attended a meeting, ever associated with known communists. Everyone checked the no boxes.

Hollywood was the most visible battlefield. Writers, directors, and actors disappeared from the credits overnight. Movies and television shows got safer, and safe turned out to be its own kind of fear.

Comfort was still available. The first color television broadcast was watched with wonder, even though the sets cost more than a used car. A Cleveland disc jockey named Alan Freed coined the phrase rock and roll while playing rhythm and blues records for white teenagers, and kids held small plastic radios to their ears under the covers at night.

Families pushed carts down the wide fluorescent aisles of new supermarkets, bought Jell-O molds with fruit suspended inside, and made casseroles with names like tuna noodle supreme. On summer evenings they sat on front porches sipping iced tea, watching fireflies, until the mosquitoes got too bad.

Then 1952 arrived, the year the fear put its hands on the children. It was the worst year of the polio epidemic in American history, with nearly 58,000 cases. The numbers arrived in the newspapers like casualty reports.

Summer became a season of quarantine. Public pools closed. Movie theaters shuttered. Children were kept apart from the neighbor kids. In Life magazine, photographs showed rows of iron lungs, coffin-shaped metal cylinders lined up in hospital wards, with only the small heads of children visible as the bellows hissed air in and out of paralyzed lungs.

Parents lay awake listening for coughs, checking for fevers, feeling for stiff necks. Every sniffle became a potential death sentence.

That November, the United States detonated the first hydrogen bomb in the Marshall Islands, code-named Ivy Mike, a thousand times more powerful than the bomb dropped on Hiroshima. The footage showed a monstrous boiling mushroom cloud swallowing an entire island.

Duck-and-cover drills became ritual. Children crawled under wooden desks and covered the backs of their necks with their small hands, as if plywood and skin could stop the sun from falling. Civil defense pamphlets arrived with cheerful diagrams listing two weeks of food and water, a radio, and a hand-crank flashlight. Most families dismissed the shelters as paranoia. Some started digging.

The Cincinnati Reds changed their name to the Redlegs that year because red sounded too communist. People laughed, then stopped laughing.

The country found someone to steady the ship in General Dwight D. Eisenhower. "I Like Ike" buttons appeared on every lapel. He had beaten Hitler and led the largest amphibious invasion in human history, and he won the November election in a landslide.

Families coped by throwing themselves into the comfortable and the new. Mr. Potato Head became the first toy advertised on television. The Today Show premiered on NBC. Swanson's frozen chicken pot pies promised a complete meal in twenty minutes, eaten on TV trays while the television glowed blue in the corner.

At the movies, "Singin' in the Rain" made audiences laugh until their sides hurt, and "High Noon" sparked arguments about whether Gary Cooper's character was a coward or a hero. Hank Williams died on New Year's Day at 29, and the grief was quiet and private.

In July 1953, the Korean War ground to a halt with an armistice signed at Panmunjom. It was not the total victory Americans were used to. There was no surrender on a battleship deck, no kissing in Times Square, just an exhausted draw that left the peninsula divided where it had been three years earlier. Thirty-six thousand American boys were buried in the cold ground between those lines.

The survivors came home in ones and twos, slipping through bus stations and train platforms, thinner and older than when they left. There were no ticker-tape parades. Korea was becoming the forgotten war before the bodies were cold.

That spring, Joseph Stalin died, and Americans read the headlines with cautious, suspicious hope. On June 19, Julius and Ethel Rosenberg went to the electric chair at Sing Sing. Some believed they deserved it. Others felt a queasy unease. Ethel was a mother with two small boys.

TV Guide launched its first issue in April with Lucille Ball's newborn son on the cover. Sofas were already angled toward the television the way earlier generations had angled them toward the fireplace.

In December, Hugh Hefner published the first issue of Playboy with Marilyn Monroe on the cover. Men bought it quietly, sliding it under a copy of Life. It signaled a silent shift in American morality beneath the polished surface of the decade.

In science, James Watson and Francis Crick published their discovery of the double helix structure of DNA, the blueprint of life itself, and most Americans barely noticed. They were busy eating Swanson's new TV dinners in front of "Dragnet," where Jack Webb said, "Just the facts, ma'am."

"From Here to Eternity" won eight Academy Awards, and Frank Sinatra, written off as too thin and too old, gave the best performance of his life. Liberace appeared on television every week with his candelabra and sequined jackets, and audiences argued about whether he was brilliant or ridiculous.

In June, the world paused for the coronation of Queen Elizabeth II, the first major international event broadcast on live television. That summer, families bought their first backyard charcoal grills and stood over them turning hot dogs while the kids chased fireflies.

Then 1954 made the cracks impossible to ignore. On May 17, the Supreme Court handed down Brown v. Board of Education, unanimous at 9 to 0. Separate educational facilities are inherently unequal.

For black Americans, it was the moment the highest court finally acknowledged what they had known in their bones. In the South, white citizens councils formed before the ink was dry, and politicians vowed massive resistance. The law had changed, but enforcing it was going to break things.

That spring, Senator McCarthy went after the United States Army itself. The Army-McCarthy hearings ran for 36 days, and Americans watched a man destroy himself in real time. On June 9, Army lawyer Joseph Welch asked, "Have you no sense of decency, sir? At long last, have you left no sense of decency?"

The room went quiet. The fear that had gripped the country for four years finally unclenched. The little box in the corner of the living room could make people laugh with Lucy, and it could destroy a senator with a single quiet question.

Then came the noise out of Memphis. A 19-year-old truck driver named Elvis Presley walked into Sun Studio, paid $4 to record a song, and lit a fuse. Teenagers heard rebellion and freedom in "That's All Right." Their parents called it a fad. They were wrong.

At the movies, Marlon Brando said, "I could have been a contender" in "On the Waterfront," and audiences felt the weight of roads not taken. Burger King opened its first restaurant in Miami. The first self-service laundromat opened. Schoolchildren read "Lord of the Flies" and recognized something disturbing about human nature that the sunny surface of the decade preferred not to acknowledge.

In 1955, the hammer struck and the light broke through. On April 12, Dr. Jonas Salk's polio vaccine was declared safe, effective, and ready. Church bells rang from coast to coast. Families hugged neighbors in the street and cried tears of relief. The nightmare was over. Summer could be summer again.

But the darkness that year was unrelenting. In August, a 14-year-old black boy from Chicago named Emmett Till went to visit family in Money, Mississippi. He was murdered, beaten, shot, and thrown into the Tallahatchie River with a cotton gin fan tied around his neck with barbed wire.

His mother, Mamie Till Bradley, insisted on an open casket. She said, "Let the people see what I've seen. I want the world to know what they did to my boy." Jet magazine published the photographs, and that mutilated face burned itself into the conscience of the nation.

On a cold December evening in Montgomery, Alabama, a seamstress named Rosa Parks boarded a city bus after a long day's work and sat down. When the driver told her to move to the back for a white passenger, she said no. She was arrested.

The black community of Montgomery, led by a 26-year-old preacher named Martin Luther King Jr., organized a boycott. Thousands walked day after day, mile after mile, in rain and cold and heat. The boycott lasted 381 days. They had decided they would rather walk until their feet bled than ride in humiliation one more day.

The culture exploded with joy at the same time. Bill Haley and His Comets released "Rock Around the Clock," and teenagers danced in movie theater aisles. James Dean gave the world "Rebel Without a Cause" and then died in a car crash in September at 24.

Disneyland opened on July 17 in Anaheim, California, and the live television broadcast showed Sleeping Beauty's Castle, the Jungle Cruise, and a Tomorrowland full of rocket ships. Newly franchised McDonald's sold 15-cent hamburgers that arrived so fast it felt like a magic trick. "Captain Kangaroo" premiered on CBS, and television became a third parent.

Davy Crockett appeared on television, and every child in America needed a coonskin cap. Stores ran out, and parents drove to three different stores in the rain to find one.

In June 1956, President Eisenhower signed the Federal Aid Highway Act, launching the largest public works project in human history: 41,000 miles of Interstate Highways. Bulldozers tore through hills and valleys, cutting through old neighborhoods, mostly black and immigrant, cleared in the name of a future that was not being built for everyone.

Families bought station wagons with wood-panel sides, packed the kids in the back without seat belts, and drove to Yellowstone, the Grand Canyon, and the Jersey Shore. They stopped at Howard Johnson's for ice cream in 28 flavors and at roadside diners for meatloaf and pie. Motels bloomed along the new highways. Gas cost 27 cents a gallon, pumped by a uniformed attendant who checked the oil and cleaned the windshield without being asked.

In September, 60 million people, more than 80 percent of the television viewing audience, tuned in to the Ed Sullivan Show to see Elvis Presley. Sullivan had sworn he would never have the boy on, but the ratings demanded surrender. The camera showed Elvis from the waist up only. The girls in the studio audience screamed so loud it came through the speakers as a solid wall of sound.

Adults sat with arms crossed, muttering about juvenile delinquency. Teenagers stared at the screen like they had witnessed a religious conversion. Rock and roll had conquered the mainstream, and the culture was splitting in two.

Grace Kelly married Prince Rainier of Monaco in April, and Americans watched the wedding like a private fairy tale. "The Ten Commandments" parted the Red Sea in blazing Technicolor. Jiffy Pop expanded on the stovetop like a silver balloon.

That year, the American teenager became a recognized economic force. Companies made acne cream, saddle shoes, poodle skirts, and teen magazines. Teenagers earned their own money from after-school jobs and spent it on records, sodas, and movie tickets. They danced at sock hops in school gyms, shoes stacked by the door.

Overseas, the Cold War erupted into something real. In October, the people of Hungary rose up against their Soviet occupiers, tearing down statues of Stalin and flooding the streets of Budapest with flags and fury. For a few breathless days, it seemed freedom might win against tanks. Then the Soviet tanks rolled in and crushed the rebellion.

Americans took in Hungarian refugees by the thousands, settling them in the suburbs. Their accented English and haunted eyes were a living reminder of what waited on the other side of the Iron Curtain.

Don Larsen pitched a perfect game in the World Series that October as the Yankees beat the Dodgers. Families listened on the radio while making dinner and stopped stirring whatever was on the stove to feel the simple, clean joy of a thing done perfectly.

Elvis was drafted into the army that fall. He went quietly, cut his hair, and shipped off to Germany. Teenagers were inconsolable. Parents were quietly, guiltily relieved. The first enclosed shopping mall opened in Edina, Minnesota, a whole world of commerce under one roof where you never had to go outside.

In 1957, the sky came down. On the evening of October 4, the Soviet Union launched Sputnik, the world's first artificial satellite, into orbit. It was the size of a beach ball and weighed 184 pounds. It meant nothing, and it meant everything.

Ham radio operators picked up its signal, a steady, rhythmic beep. The Soviets had beaten America into space. If they could put a satellite into orbit, they could put a nuclear warhead on a missile and drop it on any American city in 30 minutes. The illusion of American technological supremacy shattered overnight.

But the real battlefield that fall was on the sidewalk in front of Central High School in Little Rock, Arkansas. Nine black teenagers attempted to enroll in the all-white school under the Brown ruling. Governor Orval Faubus called out the Arkansas National Guard to block them.

Television showed Elizabeth Eckford, 15 years old, walking alone through a screaming mob of white adults. She wore a crisp white blouse and a checked skirt and clutched her notebook to her chest like a shield. She had missed word about a change in the meeting place, so she went alone. She kept walking.

Some viewers wept without knowing why, or knowing exactly why and unable to say it. She walked so the country would have to look.

President Eisenhower, deeply reluctant to act, finally deployed the 101st Airborne Division, the same paratroopers who had jumped into Normandy on D-Day, to escort nine children into a school. Soldiers with fixed bayonets patrolled the hallways of an American high school.

For comfort, families retreated to the safest place they knew. "Leave It to Beaver" premiered that fall, presenting a vision of American family life so spotless it almost felt like a prayer. Ward came home in a suit. June vacuumed in pearls. The biggest crisis was Beaver getting into harmless mischief.

"American Bandstand" went national on ABC in August, hosted by the clean-cut Dick Clark. Teenagers across the country watched kids from Philadelphia dance to the latest records every afternoon after school. The Everly Brothers harmonized on "Bye Bye Love" and "Wake Up Little Susie."

The baby boom reached its peak, with more children under 10 in America than at any other time in history. Schools burst at the seams, and new ones went up as fast as they could be built. Dr. Seuss published "The Cat in the Hat."

The Asian flu swept the country that fall, killing nearly 70,000 Americans. "West Side Story" opened on Broadway. Jack Kerouac's "On the Road" nagged at readers who understood the pull of the road but had mortgages to pay.

The Dodgers broke hearts by announcing they were leaving Brooklyn for Los Angeles, and the Giants were leaving for San Francisco. Baseball teams were not supposed to move. But everything was moving now.

In 1958, the country stopped being afraid and started getting angry. In July, Eisenhower signed the National Aeronautics and Space Act and created NASA. In January, America had already launched Explorer 1, its first satellite, and scientists at the Jet Propulsion Laboratory held the model over their heads like a trophy.

The government poured money into science and math education. The National Defense Education Act was signed in September. Suddenly the fate of the free world depended on calculus homework, and a country that celebrated the football quarterback began courting the kid with the slide rule.

But the Eisenhower recession hit hard. Car sales slumped, factories laid off workers, and unemployment climbed to levels not seen since the end of the war. Families tightened their belts, packed leftovers in Tupperware, stretched the pot roast an extra day, and clipped coupons with grim determination.

The culture refused to be contained. Wham-O sold 25 million Hula Hoops in less than four months. Kids stood in driveways with hips swiveling, bright hoops spinning in a blur of yellow, pink, and blue. Adults tried it at backyard barbecues and laughed when the hoops clattered to the patio after three rotations.

The Boeing 707 made its first commercial transatlantic flight that October. A young senator from Massachusetts named John F. Kennedy was crisscrossing the country, his grin and Boston accent working their way into the national consciousness.

In a quiet Texas laboratory, Jack Kilby laid a tiny piece of germanium on a workbench and wired it into something he called an integrated circuit. Robert Noyce did essentially the same thing independently in California. There were no marching bands, just two engineers, two tiny chips, and the silent birth of the computer age.

The stereo record was introduced, and families sat in the middle of the living room with their eyes closed, hearing music come from two separate speakers. "Vertigo" left moviegoers slightly unmoored. The quiz show scandals revealed that "21," a favorite program, had been rigged and that a contestant had been handed the answers. It landed harder than it should have because people had trusted it.

In 1959, the last year of the decade, the news from 90 miles off the coast of Florida landed like a cold slap. Fidel Castro's revolution had toppled the Batista regime in Cuba. Bearded guerrillas rolled into Havana waving rifles. Then came the firing squads, the nationalization of American businesses, and a handshake with Moscow. The Cold War had arrived on America's doorstep.

In February, the music died. A small charter plane went down in an Iowa cornfield in a blizzard, killing Buddy Holly, Ritchie Valens, and J.P. "The Big Bopper" Richardson. Holly was 22. Valens was 17. Rock and roll had been touched by death for the first time.

In March, at the American International Toy Fair in New York, Ruth Handler introduced a new doll. She was 11 and a half inches tall with an impossible figure, wearing a black and white striped swimsuit. Her name was Barbie. She was a plastic mirror of the decade itself, perfectly groomed, relentlessly cheerful, defined entirely by what she owned.

That spring, the final episode of "I Love Lucy" aired, and saying goodbye to Lucy felt like the end of something, which it was. Alaska became the 49th state in January, and Hawaii the 50th in August. The nation stretched from the Arctic Circle to the middle of the Pacific.

That summer, Vice President Richard Nixon traveled to Moscow and got into a finger-pointing argument with Soviet Premier Nikita Khrushchev in front of a model American kitchen at a trade exhibition. The Kitchen Debate was both absurd and illuminating: two superpowers arguing about washing machines and color television sets while pointing nuclear weapons at each other's children.

In October, Americans sat down in front of their television sets and heard an eerie, spiraling four-note theme. Rod Serling stepped into frame and invited them into the Twilight Zone. The show took the simmering fears of the decade and held them up to the light: astronauts going mad from isolation, suburbanites destroying their neighborhoods out of paranoia, ordinary men discovering they had been made obsolete.

Under the cover of science fiction, Serling laid out the bomb, the conformity, the suspicion, and the gnawing feeling that the beautiful house might be sitting on a trapdoor. The monsters were not only in Moscow. Sometimes the monsters were us.

"Ben-Hur" won 11 Academy Awards, and audiences sat in the dark for three and a half hours watching Charlton Heston drive white horses around the chariot track. They needed the spectacle, adventure, and clean, uncomplicated triumph.

The first Xerox machine was introduced in 1959. The Barbie doll, the microchip, the commercial jet, the integrated circuit, and the Interstate Highway all came together in one extraordinary decade. Most Americans did not know they were building the architecture of the rest of the century. They were just getting the kids to school and paying the bills.

Khrushchev visited the United States that fall. He toured a farm in Iowa, ate a hot dog at a stand, and was denied entry to Disneyland for security reasons. He was furious about the Disneyland thing. Americans found that both funny and terrifying, which was basically the emotional frequency of the entire Cold War.

The numbers told part of the story. Gas that cost 27 cents a gallon in 1950 cost 30 cents by 1959. Average family income had climbed from about $3,300 to roughly $5,400. There were more televisions, more kitchen appliances, more cars in the driveway, more school buildings, churches, and shopping centers than any civilization in history had built.

But the ledger did not balance neatly. Americans had also practiced for annihilation in those schools. They had buried boys in Korean cornfields and in a Mississippi riverbed. They had watched children march into screaming mobs just to sit in a classroom.

The decade began with simple certainties: good and evil, American and un-American, safe and dangerous, black and white in every sense. It ended with those certainties blurred and conditional. Americans had seen the bomb and the vaccine, the suburb and the boycott, the president who liberated Europe and the governor who blocked a schoolhouse door.

They had laughed with Lucy, wept over Emmett Till, danced to music their parents did not recognize, and driven highways their grandparents could not have imagined, all in the same ten years, often in the same week.

The 1950s were not the simple, innocent time of nostalgia and black and white photographs. They were the decade where Americans built everything, bought everything, and began to understand that having everything was not the same as being okay.

They had the houses and the cars and the chicken in the pot and the television in the corner. They also had the fear in their chests at three in the morning when the news was bad, the house was quiet, and the refrigerator hummed in the kitchen while they wondered what came next.

What came next was the 1960s, and it did not ease them in gently. The hum of the refrigerator was the same sound it had been in 1950, steady, reliable, reassuring. But the people were not the same. They had stared at mushroom clouds and iron lungs. They had seen what was done to Emmett Till and what was shouted at Elizabeth Eckford.

They had held two truths in their hands for ten years: comfort and terror, prosperity and paranoia, the lullaby and the bomb. And somehow, stubbornly, beautifully, imperfectly, they had kept going.